Have displayed a distinct preference for other males, even when there are fertile ewes just dying to get down and dirty. He just seemed “different” from my previous boyfriends. With men, but with couples too. Our first vaginal sex was initiated by him. Wanting or enjoying anal sex is not any kind of bellwether of being gay or of being any orientation, just like wanting or enjoying kissing isn’t. It was arousing for me, and i do usually orgasm when giving him oral sex (while stimulating my clitoris with my free hand).
Love anal penetration but not gay. He is on- line with this particular guy, pm’s each other 5-6 times a day or more. When a woman is willing to engage in anal sex with her lover, it is usually coming from a place of significant trust and love of her male partner. Your experience alone means nothing. And many agree that our behavior, orientation, and identity are to a greater or lesser degree fluid and can change throughout our life.
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Fear or shame have the capacity to sometimes cause otherwise smart people to say or think things that are seriously stupid. There was not an ounce of pleasure; he got dumped.